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Created on 2005-04-20 09:01:45 (#6858760), last updated 2006-03-27
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Basic Info| Name: | a_secretkiss |
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Bio"I've never been so
Colourfully-see-through-head before
I've never been so
Wonderfully-me-you-want-some-more
And all i want is to keep it like this
You and me alone
A secret kiss
And don't go home
Don't go away
Don't let this end
Please stay
Not just for today"
~~i suppose an actual bio type thing is finally in order here. just on the off chance that someone comes across this and is looking for some insanity and boredom. this journal is friends only, because i want to know who is reading it. this is the place where i am honest about things or at least what i can manage to pull from the swirling chaos in my head. sometimes i post alot, sometimes i don't post for months. i have issues, lots of them and this is where i deal with them. i'm married, but it's looking more and more everyday like a marriage of convenience. so i'm usually feeling quite alone with my thoughts, and this is where i have chosen to put them~~
~~a bio is supposed to be where you describe yourself, usually with the hope that someone will find it interesting enough to learn more. that is the part where i come up short. the most wonderful thing in my life is my daughter and to be honest we have a pretty crappy relationship. we don't hate each other, we just don't have alot in common and so we don't get to do a lot together. it's my fault of course and i'm always working on changing it. i take online classes at a community college and i tell everyone i am going to be a librarian. it sounded like a good idea for a while but now i just say it to save myself a long explanation about how i don't really want to do anything or have any ambition to do anything so i just keep taking classes and looking for something to interest me enough to want to feel alive. i had hoped that marrying the man of my dreams would be inspiring and fulfilling but then he left. now there is just this guy i married. i'll keep looking for him but i'm pretty sure he's gone.~
~~ some things i want to be good at are writing and photography. i've always loved doing both but never really liked what i came up with and for a long time now haven't had the energy to want to do either. i remember a friend once said it was fun to watch me grow up, i wonder what she thinks of me now that i am all grown up. by the way the person that said that was only a year younger than me and she said this just a few short years ago.~
~~so here i am all grown up and going nowhere~~
Colourfully-see-through-head before
I've never been so
Wonderfully-me-you-want-some-more
And all i want is to keep it like this
You and me alone
A secret kiss
And don't go home
Don't go away
Don't let this end
Please stay
Not just for today"
~~i suppose an actual bio type thing is finally in order here. just on the off chance that someone comes across this and is looking for some insanity and boredom. this journal is friends only, because i want to know who is reading it. this is the place where i am honest about things or at least what i can manage to pull from the swirling chaos in my head. sometimes i post alot, sometimes i don't post for months. i have issues, lots of them and this is where i deal with them. i'm married, but it's looking more and more everyday like a marriage of convenience. so i'm usually feeling quite alone with my thoughts, and this is where i have chosen to put them~~
~~a bio is supposed to be where you describe yourself, usually with the hope that someone will find it interesting enough to learn more. that is the part where i come up short. the most wonderful thing in my life is my daughter and to be honest we have a pretty crappy relationship. we don't hate each other, we just don't have alot in common and so we don't get to do a lot together. it's my fault of course and i'm always working on changing it. i take online classes at a community college and i tell everyone i am going to be a librarian. it sounded like a good idea for a while but now i just say it to save myself a long explanation about how i don't really want to do anything or have any ambition to do anything so i just keep taking classes and looking for something to interest me enough to want to feel alive. i had hoped that marrying the man of my dreams would be inspiring and fulfilling but then he left. now there is just this guy i married. i'll keep looking for him but i'm pretty sure he's gone.~
~~ some things i want to be good at are writing and photography. i've always loved doing both but never really liked what i came up with and for a long time now haven't had the energy to want to do either. i remember a friend once said it was fun to watch me grow up, i wonder what she thinks of me now that i am all grown up. by the way the person that said that was only a year younger than me and she said this just a few short years ago.~
~~so here i am all grown up and going nowhere~~
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